random

yeah, today a post in english, maybe you won't like it, and maybe my english is reaaaally bad, but I hope not..

today, I was looking on the forum of girlscene, and I found a post about write a prisoner, it's a site where you can send a letter or an e-mail to people that live in prison. I found it really interesting, but unfortunately I had to be 18 to send something. And with my age, 14, that is no fun to look forward to, but yes, I'll maybe still know this site when I'm 18, and then, i will get friends in prison. 

The meanings are really spread about it, because maybe it's not safe. You can always have the fear that when that people are out of prison they're coming after you. I think that too, but you can pick someone who is on death row, and who is lonely. You have to look at that site, there are so many stories that can appeal to you,

but enough about that, I´m really sick you know. My voice is gone, and that for a week now.. but when I´m not sick, I sing, all day long, and I had a couple of performances with it.. The problem is I´m always scared that people are fooling me, saying that I cán sing, when I just can´t, and that makes me really insecure,

so my plan was to post a vid of me singing, and then I want open-faced meanings on my blog, so I know if I can sing well or not. I only do this, if I get comments on this post that I should do it, otherwise I do my best for something that nobody watches. (I need to get my voice back first, ehh.)

let me know.

In our darkest hour.
In my deepest dispair.
Will you still care?
Will you be there?

In my trails,
And my tribulations.
Through our doubts,
And frustrations.

In my violence,
In my turbulence.
Through my fear,
And my confessions.

In my anguish,
And my pain.
Through my joy,
and my sorrow.
In the promise of another tomorrow.

I'll never let you part,
For you're always in my heart.
© Michael Jackson - Will you be there

God is love.